Learning to Wait and Step Into The Absurd

I’ve found myself on the struggle bus for almost 2 months now. I’ve found myself angrily asking “where are you God?” Everything looks like failure and yet, there’s a voice that keeps speaking to me saying, “Wait. Trust me. Do you trust me?”

I think the hardest thing then in the Christian faith is two fold. 1) God does stuff on his timing and often tells us to wait and 2) then he asks you to do something absurd. And we’re not good at doing either.

How can we learn to wait and trust him?